Ha wow

Wow, so I haven't wrote on my blog since I was 19, it's some of amusing knowing how I used to feel. How I thought I was in love. Now I'm in a new season of 21 and yet again my heart is torn from someone whom I know is not ment to be. Yet I love again and can't let go when I get hurt over and over. Why can't life be simple. Why can't it just be black and white without any shades of gray in between? Now I suffer and feel stuck that I'm a recent graduate from college but yet again I know God will

Help me even though I'm 58,000 dollars in debit an my heart is broken. Jut trusting is the hard thing.