You knew it, yet I did not.
You said it felt like this was the last time we will kiss.
When I said what... You said well not the last but for awhile.
I should of known then this would happen to us.loosing my virginity, was something I knew I shouldn't do, god gave me every opertunity to back out yet I didn't want to. He opened every door for my escape and yet I rejected it. I blame myself for my situtation and my ex. He took my innocence and everything good about me. No I feel like I have to start over. I love him with all my heart but I have to tell myself I don't and put up a wall so I don't get hurt. It's the only way to not lose myself and everything I. Worked for.It is the only way to let go to. We both know we can't make it with the 6hr distance. We both were too stubborn about staying together then it became we were stubborn not to be the first to let go. And now the time has come where there is no other option but to say goodbye. So goodbye.
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