Ok well since last night I found out about my ex cheating on me, :( and he was caught in the act by the girls boyfriend. He then called his ex to back with her so it is clear he wants nothingbto do.with me. It is weird why I.wpuld keep chasing after him! I need help, a push in th e direcion of my fututre just to keep going and forget about him. I pray and pray to keep me busy so far it dosnt seem to be happening im not sure what direction im supposed to go I feel so alone.but I known these feeling and my heart breaks will go. Why would I wnt to.stay with someine who abused me cheated and lied to me and once raped me. It is something I need to walk away from. Ill look back snd see what was I thinking. But my focus is soley on him I constsntly think will he be happy in th e future and im scared he will find someone else and she will be th e greatest for him and il be forgotten if I couldnt changed him and make him happy I dont want anyone else to.and I knw tha is selfish but he was selfish he never loved me he just kept me so no one else could have me. The struggle is real. I need prayers:( have tp go to work for now so peace. I just wanted to be a difference maker
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