Da struggle real girl

Sooo, today I had a good day. My morning bible study was amazing! It was ehat I needed to hear it told me how to.soften my heart and how peoples heart harden. Mines is mainly I densenstizedyself to things. So my new journey right now is too try and submerge myself in him! So.I can completely heal! My ex called and I stayed dignfied and a straight head. I would normal keep asking questions which I already know that answers to and hear his lies. Yea it hurt that he just wanted to know.how I found out about him getting back with his ex. So it made me be like he doesnt care, so.why try and have feeling for him. Also I texted his little little brother. I dont want him to.end up like his older brothers. So we are going to pray for eachother and im gonna help him stay on track and he I think will really help me. I know I should loose contact, because maybe I am just uing the little brother to hang in, but at the same time I want to help him stay with God. But if I dont as about the ex then whats the harm right....... Im not sure I will pray about it. Alright so back to summergeing myself. At night Im going to be studying lies young women believe.  Th e only problem I know I need to probally listening to secular music right now, but I love it so ill work on that. I mean its not bad but when your as weak as I am its better to be prepared. So I guess im off to do mynight studies.
ONE LOVE ONE WAY ONE GOD