Ugh I was doing a Bible study and I just go infuriated. Idk whybibjust cpuldnt finished and my mind went to that dippsh#* like why hasnt he called me or any th ing. Im just pissed. And idk of course I dont want him to after everything he has done. Idk why I feel like I did before I returned to God. I want to mpve on I need to take a quiet moment and I guess fpcus on what I do have. I just get even fustrateder (if thats a word) when my dad tries to talk about God I want to say dad, shut up. Ypu dont know God!! That is why ypur sp unhappy and mean! And my mom I feel like she always just says it becaise that is what ahe is supposed to say. I guess I say that because she doesnt even try to develop a relationship.with him. She just clings on what she did with him in the past. Your mjnd always needs renewing though,!! She doesnt try anything that seems complecaited. Or out of her zone if it isnt fun. Maybe th is means God need to work on my heart for saying these things. I just want out of here. I dont mean them in a mean way I would them rather not tell me what to do all the time though. They had a chance to do the spituRual parenting .
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